Friday, April 15, 2016

Of Buttons and Burdens

Well - here I am...again. Months between posts yet not time that has been lazy or blank in any way.

Months of turmoil, stress and more stress.  I knew going into this new year that the first couple of months would be - filled with insanity in terms of commitments and responsibilities.  Yet I had no idea the level to which the insanity would climb.

I feel like I've been chewed up, spit out and reconstituted only to start all over again.

And with this weekend it will all come to a stop.  Not a standstill - I'm not delusional. But a stop, a significant pause.  Space where I might be able to breathe again.

Many little & big things go into all this - church obligations that while joy-filled had become almost burdensome, work stresses that boggled my mind, the seemingly endless search for a new car for myself and some family stuff.

It's all made the first 3+ months of this year an obstacle-course of road bumps, outright blocks and blind corners.

I am thrilled to report that the last stressor - the car - has been resolved and will be finalized tomorrow.  I bring home my new baby tomorrow morning.  We had to journey out of state to find what I wanted - and she's worth the wait:



My as-yet-unnamed chariot.*  A 2014 Infiniti Q50.  Fully loaded with just about every option known to the car-buying world these days - navigation, back-up camera, 2 touchscreens, even a heated steering wheel to go with the heated leather seats (front and back).  She hits all my buttons - aggressive styling, luxurious interior and power.

Oh yes - power.  328hp in a 3.7liter V6. 7-speed automatic.  Goes 0-60 in less than 5 seconds.  Yeah - that will suck you into the back of the seats, for sure.  Let me just say that she corners flat on a wet road at 55mph - what? The sales guy told me she corners flat, how could I NOT test that theory for myself.  And she'll rocket onto the highway and get you up to 80mph before you can realize you are actually moving.

Sleek.  Beautiful.  Fast.

Yup - all my buttons pushed in the right way.

After months of having my buttons pushed in every other way but how I want or need - it is refreshing to finally be happy about it.  And once this beauty is in my driveway sometime tomorrow, the stresses of the past - oh-so-many-months - will finally start to fade away.  I will enjoy my new ride - and leave the old, bumpy one behind.

* Yes, I name my cars.  I'll need to drive this rocket for a bit before a name comes to me.